Good Meeting...i needed that

I got to a meeting tonight! OMG, I needed that! I felt a huge sigh of relief as I entered the room and sat down. It was a speaker meeting and did not feel uncomfortable knowing that no one was going to call on me to speak. It felt good to announce my 3 year birthday from alcohol! I really, really needed this meeting! I need to bulk up on my meetings! It's been at least before 4/1/09 since my last meeting. That is way too long for me! I heard so many good things tonight! I need to keep my butt in the rooms of AA, so I can consistently hear the message of recovery! I've been so into my food lately; that I've had this feeling of guilt and remorse for not be sober from the food! I'm not a binge eater or anything like that. I just eat at night to numb out! I'm getting tired of my routine and certainly tired from not being motivated; I need to do something soon to change my habits and tonights meeting was a very good step in the right direction. I will make it to another meeting tomorrow somewhere! This is exactly what I need!

Good Night